sweet nothings

Another week again. 3rd wk of class already. Well toxic as expected. Finally through wid med thera whew! Were d lucky 1st group to present haha so we've eaten half of d period. I thought it was crashing but thanx to doc balt lol hehe and d rest of d group of course. Imp thing is were done and next case will be on third shift. Pedia is getting fun. Thanx to dra. She has a great humor and she's really into sharing her techniques in d clinics. I just enjoy it. Well im hoping dat d rest of d week will turn out well. Esp d exams. Nothng to blog but skul stuff...im sleepy

just a while ago, i opened bk's friendster page. i just caught myself standing in front of the computer, i was listening to the tracks which we used to play. i miss being with them, i miss making music....while listening, it was like i am being brought to the old good high school days. it was different then. everything seemed so easy. oh well seems like im being intoxicated by lots of school work. and btw i havent slept yet. my dry face really sucks im really having a difficult time, its hot and itchy and so panget! damn this skin. if i could only spill the entire bottle of cetaphil to get rid of this. sleeping time. lots of things to do later.

Trying dis mobile blogger lol!

finally had a router installed hehe. kung alam ko lng n madali lng pla ikabit to i cud have bought earlier before. as expected im enjoying wifi inside d whole house to d nth power! lol even my fone is enjoying d power of wifi. im really happy coz i installed it all by myself. lol. a matter of achievement for computer geek wannabe like me. oh well got lots of stuff to finish since i did d installing first. 2m back to skul again haist.

mabagyong sunday. finally im having a chance to rest naman from school. its been more than two weeks since classes started, and in that span talagang wala p kong pahinga. even the weekend, puro school stuff pa rin. hay blessing talaga somehow itong bagyo ng makapahinga naman and more time to finish the things i need to accomplish. hay sobrang kulang ang time, super talaga. kung dati toxic mas toxic ngaun. inuulan kme ng cases huhu. matrabaho p naman gawin. and hinahabol ko makapagbasa kc matatambakan talaga ako. well so far ok naman, pati ang big class mejo napag adjustan ko n rin. sarap matulog zzzzzzz

ok classes started again yesterday. hmmm pero im gonna blog out bout skul stuff this coming weekend. im still compiling thoughts to write about LOLZ just a moment ago, finally saw DA WHO ZOMG--a better look hahahaha i dont know but my pride is jumping with joy *haha poor personification* oh well MUKHA SIYANG BAKLA . i know i know im mean hahaha i just cant help but laugh at them....no wonder, REALLY NO WONDER why she's freakin out. haist cge na aaral na ko.

The Egyptians believe that the wedding ring is worn in the left hand because the vein from the third finger on the left hand is the vein that goes straight to the HEART, the vein of Love. isnt it amazing that the shadow of the ring on a book also forms a HEART :-) ==>REPOST FROM FLICKR....THE PHOTO CAUGHT MY ATTENTION HEHE NICE

hay, ive been busy the past weeks, tapos naisip isip ko this is not the real flow of things...hay nawili nga ata ako kakawork hehehe at parang nakakalimutan ko na may obligasyon pa kong school na dapat tapusin. well though nakakapagod super masaya naman kasi ako sa ginagawa ko, aside of course na responsibility ko rin talaga na pag-aralan how to run our family business... i just realized lately how much ive changed. well dati kasi its like im having a hard time accepting the fact that i MUST know the things i should know (client stuff and all) pero lately nung nakikita ko na hindi joke lang ang ginagawa ng parents ko esp my mom, ayun napag-isip ko rin ang mga bagay bagay, and i thought i should strive harder para rin makita ng mga kapatid ko how things run para din ma-motivate sila na pag-aralan ang mga bagay bagay, esp they've graduated na rin i think they should start to learn what brought them to school diba. mahirap pala ang tumatanda (23 23 23 ZOMG) LOL hahahaha. well seri...

last week of vacation, well sadly matagal ng tapos ang bakasyon sa isang raketerang kagaya ko hehehe TOXIC AKO huhuhu seryoso gusto ko ng matulog, pero hinihintay ko pa specimen kong pahabol (oo sinusundan ako hanggang bahay) . wag na kaya akong magmed pwede na kong bumuhay ng pamilya LOLZZZZ

hayyy super happy ako today. nabalik na ulit ang scholarship ko. akala ko talaga di na un bumabalik. waahhhh di ko expected super nakakatuwa =) well lalo akong ganado na magsipag mag-aral. 30 thou din ung natipid ko o diba hehehe and the best part of it is making my family happy and proud of me. Salamat talaga kay God, siguro ito ung kapalit ng mga pag eemote ko nitong mga nagdaang araw, and siyempre ng hardwork na rin. (though at some point petiks nga lang) hayyy ^_____________^ kasama ko si vego tian and sheng today, we had a great lunch at TOSH tapos cheesecake galore. dinayo talaga namin ang greenhills para lang mag cheesecake hahaha tapos got myself a new bottle of perfume haha gift ko naman sa sarili ko for a job well done =) ayun masaya lang talaga ako ang bait talaga ni God, He really knows when and what to give. sabi nga ng mom ko kapag may hirap meron ding ginhawa hehehe HAPPYYYYY

bakit kaya ganon, habang nagtatagal parang nakakasawa na. nakakawalang gana. ang hirap ng malayo lang reinforcement, basta wala talagang kwenta. ang masaklap lumilipas ang lahat ng parang ganon lang na parang balewala lang lahat ng effort at pagpapasensiya. pakiramdam ko walang saysay lahat. gusto kong magalit mabuwisit, pero sawang sawa na ko, dahil sa huli ganon pa rin naman ang kalalabasan ng lahat. mawawala rin siya, gaya nilang lahat.

kakapagod. hay parang nakakasawa lahat ng bagay. ewan ko ba habang nagtatagal feeling ko nababagot ako at nalulungkot. daming bagay na nakakainis pero di mo naman kayang kontrolin. parang kahit anong gawin kong effort parang maging ok lahat wala pa rin dahil nga di ko kontrolado mga bagay bagay. haayyyyy parang walang maganda nangyayari.

hay kakapagod rumaket ehehe . sa mga ganitong days ko naffeel ang value ng money and hardwork. if its my allowance im splurging sa mga kaartehan ko parang ganun lang, pero pag pinaghirapan mo ay naku buksan ang bulsa sa balat haha! woi di biro tumayo maghapon at manusok ng sanlibutan ha at magtype ng sangkatutak na results. but anyway, at least nagkaron ng value ang bakasyon ko. buti na lang maaga aga ako nakauwi today, kagabi haist panalo un nung oras na ko umuwi. pagkita ko pa lang nung rack ng mga dugo wahhhh parang hindi na sila matatapos. happy pa rin naman nako na miss ko naman dumaldal sa blog haha pero nalimutan ko ung mga iba kong kwento

kahit lumaki ang ulo gosh parang heaven to hehehe it made my day =) di n nga ko nag dinner eh hehehe *na-guilty* ah basta masarap at meron ding sugarfree at siksik at masarap at masarap at masarap YEY ANG SARAP! ano to libreng endorsement hehehe

whew plakda ako. we had a surgical mission today at singalong. hehe first time nagtuli (late bloomer) eh kasi naman nung na-invite kami last year di nman kme umabot ni vego dahil galing sa swimming. oh well masaya nman, kakapagod nga lang. pero ang saya kasi mababait ung mga kasama, and ang sarap pa ng food ( thanks kay bam and her family and sa chairman) hehe pero super ang init wah... this has been a long day =) and hopefully next week sasama ulit ako. well for the nth time naiinis na naman ako sa kanya. shet hirap ala na talaga to, nararamdaman ko na nasa stage of decline na talaga to, tsk tsk and honestly kahit nabubuwisit akong aminin sa sarili ko, nasasaktan at nahihirapan din ako. tagal ko ng tinitiis to, shit talaga, samantalang dati i never even had a good impression on him, pucha hinayaan ko pang magtagal itong drawing na affair na to. shit kasi, bakit pa kailangang magbitiw ng mga ganong salita at pigilan ako na tigilan na to, ang plastik naman kasi, duh ok lang naman kasi t...

Da RULEZ -each blogger starts with ten random facts/habits about themselves -bloggers tagged need to write on their blog about their ten things and post the rules. - at the end of your blog you need to choose 10 people you're going to tag and list their names. LEIZA FACTS: 1. I dont eat fresh pineapples coz when i was a kid I always get tongue sores after eating it, since then I promised myself never to eat pineapples again. I eat the canned pineapples though. 2. I procrastinate a lot. I am easily distracted because I have so many things in mind that I wanna do. What comes in mind will be automatically done and i end up leaving the other things i have started doing. 3. I have a very short attention span, I love to read but it takes me ages before finishing a book becoz I keep on going around and do other stuff. 4. I joined Battle of the Brains during elementary (LOL i so hate how i looked on tv) 5. I am a crammer. Never have I finished reviewing for an exam, I always leave ...

They work with herbs and penicillin. They work with gentlenessand the scalpel. They dig out the cancer, close an incisionand say a prayerto the poverty of the skin. They are not Godst hough they would like to be; they are only humantrying to fix up a human. Many humans die. They die like the tender, palpitating berriesin November. But all along the doctors remember:First do no harm. They would kiss if it would heal. It would not heal. If the doctors cure then the sun sees it. If the doctors kill then the earth hides it. The doctors should fear arrogance more than cardiac arrest. If they are too proud, and some are, then they leave home on horseback but God returns them on foot.

ive been thinking of some happy thoughts..well not the happiest though. and honestly, thinking doesnt make me happier either. just last week (or was that the other week) was a not so good incident. i dont know if that was the DEFINITE END of his existence in my life. I was truly upset. Prior to this he already gave me an early warning that I became a cause of a fight bet him and his gf. I havent thought after backing off that there would still be a recurrence. ARGH it sounded stupid and really triggered my anger alarm. First of, i was upset because honest to goodness our loss of communication is a BIG sacrifice on my part. and another thing, i hate being tagged as homewrecker. I feel for the girl, well i know how it feels to get hurt, be jealous and all, and though its easy to comprehend the existence of a girl-boy friendship, ours is a different story, its a girl-boy friendship turned into romance then back into friendship. i know i know its difficult to believe that it is as plai...

bakit malapit na ang may??!! gosh the first month of our vacation passed too swiftly wahhhh! ung first two weeks ng bakasyon was like *i am paralyzed* palagi ko sinasabi "shit boring hindi ako sanay sa ganito, di ako sanay na di toxic di ako sanay na di pagod at di ako sanay na hindi nagiisip ng maraming bagay bagay! hayyyy sakit ni leiza sobrang mainiping tao lalo pag bakasyon. pero nung nakita ko sa kalendaryo na malapit na ang mayo grrrrr bakt ganon ang nafeel ko bitin! hay talaga oh magulo talaga ako! daming gawa, daming gawa, pero na-realize ko namiss ko magtrabaho. yep buti na lang maraming work sa lab lately at kailangan ng back up haha. kanina habang sangkatutak ang gawain at busy busyhan ako, naisip ko, hay miss ko rin ang ganito, miss ko maging medtech ah...lalo na nung nahawakan ko ung pipet para gumawa ng blood chem, at gumagawa ng creatinine, nagtitimpla ng picric acid *oo tama ang pagkakaalala niyo ang Jaffe Reaction LOL* hay miss na miss ko sobra, dahil clinical c...

magandang gising hahaha. i dont know i just feel happy today. everything was just right. siguro maganda lang talaga gising ko. and marami din akong nagawa today. no dull moment. plus si achi aga uwi and couzins went over. ayun kasi maraming tao. and basta ang bilis ng oras tas mejo maulan so hindi mainit ayun kaya ako in the mood =) well kala ko kasi ang cause ng sunod sunod kong depression eh darkness...yeah attacks at night eh. nung nabasa ko kasi ung veronika decides to die, sabi dun isa sa cause ng depression ay kapag walang sunlight. pero today palagay ko, too much sun can cause depression din at bugnot hahahaha..... uhm that kulit guy, hinihiritan na naman ako. well i just wanted to be polite and disprove na intimidating ako...*oh well tanggap ko naman na un ang utmost impression sakin ng mga tao* well partly let's say kasama un sa flowery words niya...hahaha i dont know up to when ako makakaiwas sa pagyaya niya mag-date. hay....ewan ko ba, bkt b ganun bakit ba walang matinon...