sweet nothings

wee im really getting serious in having a puppy...ala lng hehe. im looking for great buys over the net. i've been to tiendesitas a while ago. ala natuwa lng ako ulet. haha lovin the cribs and all the dog accessories. mukhang im gonna spoil a doggie ng sobra sobra haha. basta sana lng talaga mabili ko n siya soon. nahihirapan p ko mag convince dito sa bahay that i can really afford to take care of a puppy. well basta bahala na....hihi

may mga bagay, tao, at pangyayari na sadyang mali at darating sa buhay natin dahil ewan. para ba manggulo? o magturo? kahit alin sa dalawang 'to, dumdadating talaga ang mga ganyang kalokohan at kahit pa gano mo pilitin na wag paapekto, haler masasaktan at masasaktan ka, promise! o cge, maaring hindi ka nakakarelate...oo ikaw na nagbabasa nito. kahit ako hindi ko nga rin nagegets kung bakit ko ginagawa ang blog na ito. kung ala mang saysay itong sinusulat ko o kung malabo pa sa sanskrit eh pasensiya, dahil isang oras pa lang akong natutulog simula pa kahapon. (kumusta naman, ngaun ay halos hatinggabi na) ganito yan, una ang pagpapanggap sa kahit anong pamamaraan ay nagdudulot ng sala salabit na pangyayari na nakakagulo sa buhay ng hindi lang isa kundi maraming mga tao, bagay, o hayop. (in english, cascade of events). kung ikaw ay pinanganak na sadyang sinungaling, o mahilig sa mga produktong plastik gaya ng tupperware, saniware, orocan, o polyethylene bag, o kahit pa plastik cove

me and jp went out this evening. really had much fun spending few hours with him. yeah only few *sob* i asked for signs, but it seems that it all leads me to the exact opposite of how i was expecting things to happen. for whatever reason, it still puzzles me, why in all people in the www its him i will meet. and i really do not know where this would lead. all i know is that as of this moment, i am already in the stage of attachment towards him. the only wish i have is for this to flourish. or if not up to the next level, at least to keep him. just have him around. i dont wanna rush on things ryt now. but all i know is that i am moving on to another phase of my life. i am now ready to let go of my past and be with someone else....

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ...one old love she can imagine going back to... and one who reminds her how far she has come... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ...enough money within her control to move out and rent a place of her own even if she never wants to or needs to... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .. something perfect to wear if the employer or date of her dreams wants to see her in an hour... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .. a youth she's content to leave behind... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ...a past juicy enough that she's looking forward to retelling it in her old age.... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ...a set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill, and a black lace bra... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ..one friend who always makes her laugh ... and one who lets her cry... A WOMAN SHOULD HAV E ...a good piece of furniture not previously owned by anyone else in her family... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ...eight matching plates, wine glasses with stems, and a recipe for a meal that will make her guests f