sweet nothings

after how many months of struggling with my first year in med school, finally im having a real break. everything is so fast, and it hardly sinks in that one year is all over. a package of surprises. full of twists and unexpected situations. now, reviewing the previous posts i've made (which by the way dated almost a year now) it was indeed out of my expectations. the new people i've met, the old ones i was forced to let go...new issues to deal with. honestly, i really do not have any pinch of idea where all of these will lead me. that was a long span of solid difficulty. and now, i am optimistic that the rainy days of my life will soon be over. adjustments, i made a lot of it. i learned, and i was able to surpass everything. i guess that should take much credit ayt? admittedly though, there are moments that i still look back, that i rant and curse the people who hurt me. i just a human, seeing them happy wouldn't make me genuinely happy as well. (partly could be) i envy yea

i still love it here, but then no enough time to blog. it was a rocky school year. the moment it started was like entering the gate of hell. i felt this wasn't really for me. even the personal aspect of my life wasn't good... failed relationships, and now, failing academics... life really isn't always sunny. the things i had then were all lost. the people i loved, and now even studies...it was all difficult. but then, life goes on...i have to deal with it, and make both ends meet. im not losing hope. it doesn't end here.