sweet nothings

today is our monthsary...but sadly i won't be able to celebrate it with him...btw i don't wanna entertain these sad thoughts...im just glad we're doin ok now. the past days were really good. last weekend i was able to spend the whole day with my college friends. we had a great time. most of them are doin good starting their career. what an envy. ill be spending more years finishing med...i really wish i cud do good. i missed these folks a lot. time flies too fast. now we hardly meet...im afraid the next five years would be a drastic change. well success on each one's goals i suppose...most of them are planning to make it abroad...i still hope we could hold on and still afford to reunite till old age... im getting quite nervous for the coming opening of classes...i don't know maybe im too paranoid thinking of many situations beforehand. im praying hard that i will be able to adjust graciously and be able to make it. honestly im avoiding some people...i just don't

im really having a hard tym now...goodness my wisdom tooth was extracted awwwww i had to to through a surgery. it was really hard getting into that procedure. anyway jaz thankful it was through and now im im roughly healing. the past days were good. oh i miss bebe so much. its been a while since i last saw him.

tagal kong di nag post hehe...eniweiz napaso ng plantsa ng buhok ung noo ko. maliit lng naman...lame ayt...im missing him....again. things are quite getting hard now because of the tight schedule. ang masama few days from now will i guess become a congestion of work and study...i wish i cud adjust and still manage to do stuff like this. im kinda tensed of what's gonna happen. not only adjusting to the new environment but seeing people im not sure if i will be ready seeing them around....still reluctant if i really did right but then i'll just concentrate on my real business there. nothing new though...except im improving on my driving...