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suddenly i felt anxious. sadly this day did not turn out productive. i havent read a thing yet, except some trivial preparations i did to qualify for application. phase two is on tomorrow. my 1st day as a preres. no orientation whatever...im clueless and completely anxious. i just wish the people i will be working with will be easy to get along with...i hope tomorrow will be a sign if i will go on...whew gudluck to me

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