suddenly i felt anxious. sadly this day did not turn out productive. i havent read a thing yet, except some trivial preparations i did to qualify for application. phase two is on tomorrow. my 1st day as a preres. no orientation whatever...im clueless and completely anxious. i just wish the people i will be working with will be easy to get along with...i hope tomorrow will be a sign if i will go on...whew gudluck to me
This entire application process is really tedious. I thought that being called for preres is good enough. Well of course it's just the beginning. Im just exagerrating when i say tired. Actually this observation period is way benign than u could imagine. Post-boards syndrome. Someone i know quitted after one duty (observership). Maybe i feel the same thing. I want a longer break. I want my free time, no responsibilities, no schedule to follow. Maybe i just enjoyed the relief of finishing the entire trail to becoming a doctor that i wanna enjoy it longer. Haist im still praying. Im so lucky actually that some would want to be in my position. But then sometimes following your heart could lead to better results. im still confused.
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