after being bored and bummed with all the application process, etc...etc...this week came in with major twists...i was even planning to apply for at least 1 more hospital because of the fear that i might not be called by any of the three i have applied for. i am lucky that all those three hospitals called me for preres. at least the light is showing up little by little. truly prayers work...without fail :) i even had a chance to try a stint for a drug company this week. hahaha i was able to use my steth and trodat which i might not use anymore. hopefully i could get in to any of the three. one step at a time. I know God is watching over. :)) tomorrow is another day, back to studying...
im still guilty of being mad. i dont know. pero cguro nga dahil may sumthing p ko sa mokong na un. nagagalit ako. at the same time naiisip ko p rin ung lahat ng nangyari. marami p ring tanong sa isip ko kung bakit nangyari lahat ng to. at ngaun kahit mahigit isang taon na parang pakiramdam ko kelan lng un. pero ang laki n ng pinagbago ng lahat...lalo na siya. lalo na sila...naiinis akong isipin na ako nagkakaganito pero siya ano balewala lahat. worse, mukhang masaya na siya. nakakagalit na ako hindi p rin totally ok....ano ba diba. hanggang kelan ko mararamdaman to. pero sa kabila nun palagi ko p rin siyang naiisip. isang malaking kahibangan. galit ako. nasasaktan ako.
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