after being bored and bummed with all the application process, etc...etc...this week came in with major twists...i was even planning to apply for at least 1 more hospital because of the fear that i might not be called by any of the three i have applied for. i am lucky that all those three hospitals called me for preres. at least the light is showing up little by little. truly prayers work...without fail :) i even had a chance to try a stint for a drug company this week. hahaha i was able to use my steth and trodat which i might not use anymore. hopefully i could get in to any of the three. one step at a time. I know God is watching over. :)) tomorrow is another day, back to studying...
This entire application process is really tedious. I thought that being called for preres is good enough. Well of course it's just the beginning. Im just exagerrating when i say tired. Actually this observation period is way benign than u could imagine. Post-boards syndrome. Someone i know quitted after one duty (observership). Maybe i feel the same thing. I want a longer break. I want my free time, no responsibilities, no schedule to follow. Maybe i just enjoyed the relief of finishing the entire trail to becoming a doctor that i wanna enjoy it longer. Haist im still praying. Im so lucky actually that some would want to be in my position. But then sometimes following your heart could lead to better results. im still confused.
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