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gray zone

for the past years, i have always been organized...i always plan ahead of time. i know what i want to do and i see to it that my plans would reach reality...not until after passing the boards. although i know what path to take, still there is no certainty in this competitive and hierarchic world of MDs. not that i am not confident of my ability. i have set a good academic record and board rating. i came from one of the top medical schools in the country, but still, I am afraid...afraid of not knowing what's in store for me. Afraid of becoming in a strange place, with strange people, and some strange areas of study, but without other choice but to do good because this will determine my life long career as a doctor...Only God knows...at this point, my mind cannot project the picture of tomorrow, as how i have always done in the past....I put my faith in Him for God has the best plans for me...Amen

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