for the past years, i have always been organized...i always plan ahead of time. i know what i want to do and i see to it that my plans would reach reality...not until after passing the boards. although i know what path to take, still there is no certainty in this competitive and hierarchic world of MDs. not that i am not confident of my ability. i have set a good academic record and board rating. i came from one of the top medical schools in the country, but still, I am afraid...afraid of not knowing what's in store for me. Afraid of becoming in a strange place, with strange people, and some strange areas of study, but without other choice but to do good because this will determine my life long career as a doctor...Only God knows...at this point, my mind cannot project the picture of tomorrow, as how i have always done in the past....I put my faith in Him for God has the best plans for me...Amen
ok isa isahin ang issues. una sa lahat...third year na ko! yey....nagbunga din ang pagttiyaga ko. well may isa pa kong inaaspire bukod jan...oh well wag n muna yun. bakasyon na, oh yes panahon upang magsaya, eh peste peste talaga....asan ang happenings! grrrrrrr im so pissed dahil bakit parang hindi itinadhana na magliwaliw ako grrrrrrrrrr..... well hopefully pagkatapos ng grad ng kapatid ko e makapaglamyerda din ako...shit im so bored sobra talaga. parang mababaliw. i just hate empty vacations! dahil hindi ako sanay ng ganito... ang daming iniisip dami kong inaalala...personal stuff...kaliwa't kanan na nakakainis n bagay! GRRRRRRRRRRR punyeta pa isa pa ung lecheng lalake na yun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ANG DRAWING DRAWING NIYA!....BAKIT BA LAHAT GANUN HA?!!!! I HATE THIS DAY I HATE THIS WEEK. AT SANA NAMAN MAY MAGANDA NG MANGYARI BEFORE I RUN OUT OF SANITY!
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