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today is our monthsary...but sadly i won't be able to celebrate it with him...btw i don't wanna entertain these sad thoughts...im just glad we're doin ok now.

the past days were really good. last weekend i was able to spend the whole day with my college friends. we had a great time. most of them are doin good starting their career. what an envy. ill be spending more years finishing med...i really wish i cud do good.

i missed these folks a lot. time flies too fast. now we hardly meet...im afraid the next five years would be a drastic change. well success on each one's goals i suppose...most of them are planning to make it abroad...i still hope we could hold on and still afford to reunite till old age...

im getting quite nervous for the coming opening of classes...i don't know maybe im too paranoid thinking of many situations beforehand. im praying hard that i will be able to adjust graciously and be able to make it. honestly im avoiding some people...i just don't wanna care maybe im presuming too much.

im looking forward to a happy weekend...

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