i talked to him in an attempt so simply end up everything. i just fee that things are already worthless. i am hanging without any assurance that things will end up well for both of us. its a bit annoying that he wanted to keep me for his own benefit....how i hate those lines saying we help each other....help??? in some ways probably, but i am certain i can live my life without that "help". i wanna detach because i wanted something realistic. up to when will i wait...i just dont know....he's testing my patience....but for now ill stay...
things i could think of, happy, sad, or so-so...read my mind :D