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im feeling strange lately. this started yesterday and i dont like it. perfectly mixed to make me feel upset. im not really sad, a bit of emptiness and mostly really feels odd. im not sure if i do have a problem, or again hyperactive mind.

people, again im having anxieties bout them...the past and d present or maybe im thnking too much that it leaves me blank.

im worrying bout things i shouldnt be worried about. getting into complications when in fact there is an easier option and that is not to get in.

i soe hate this i just cant figure out whats really wrong...or maybe im just bored and im starting to become disturbed by slight annoyances...i just dont wanna care...

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