wednesday big day

finally nakakaramdam na ako ng gutom! ive been anxious since last night. good thing ike rehearsed me for today's final interview. it went on for around 10 minutes. and then that's it. i think i was able to answer fast, everything was from the heart, not the chaka miss universe answers. the questions were not so pressing, nor not provocative for me to answer plastic answers. i think it really works to just be yourself. in that way, everything will be superfluous. ive been palpitating since i took a cup of coffee this morning, and ive been cursing it, but eventually i realized it helped me in becoming attentive and alert during the Q and A :)

again, i feel nothing. i expect none. whatever the result will be i think i did my best :) God will give me the answer soon. im ready for whatever outcome to unfold. :P

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pups

wee im really getting serious in having a puppy...ala lng hehe. im looking for great buys over the net. i've been to tiendesitas a while ago. ala natuwa lng ako ulet. haha lovin the cribs and all the dog accessories. mukhang im gonna spoil a doggie ng sobra sobra haha. basta sana lng talaga mabili ko n siya soon. nahihirapan p ko mag convince dito sa bahay that i can really afford to take care of a puppy. well basta bahala na....hihi

ampalaya

im still guilty of being mad. i dont know. pero cguro nga dahil may sumthing p ko sa mokong na un. nagagalit ako. at the same time naiisip ko p rin ung lahat ng nangyari. marami p ring tanong sa isip ko kung bakit nangyari lahat ng to. at ngaun kahit mahigit isang taon na parang pakiramdam ko kelan lng un. pero ang laki n ng pinagbago ng lahat...lalo na siya. lalo na sila...naiinis akong isipin na ako nagkakaganito pero siya ano balewala lahat. worse, mukhang masaya na siya. nakakagalit na ako hindi p rin totally ok....ano ba diba. hanggang kelan ko mararamdaman to. pero sa kabila nun palagi ko p rin siyang naiisip. isang malaking kahibangan. galit ako. nasasaktan ako.

antok ngarag

gosh surgery exam naman tom and more exams til sat. ala nakakapagod. tuloy puro palpak exams ko. kung kelan naman shifting napaka lethargic ko. yeah ganyan kaantok sobra. kakainis kakapagod, pero no choice...sabi nga ng friend ko were not studying med to learn ABCs...yeah right eh ano pala hehe master the art of insomnia?? mali, of sleeping and cramming LOLZ. ang sakit na sa ulo hayyyy at talaga daw nagbblog pa ko sa gitna ng katoxican. la lang eh kakapagod pa eh. nako aral n nga ko.

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