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yesterday

my mom dragged me to go practice driving. its been months since my last drive. we went to laguna, in our place uphill (yeah that village along los banos) dun nga lang sa taas ng bundok LOL. i went there together with my youngest sis and our driver (xa nagturo sakin). sadly papi went out of town din kc (my original instructor), pero ok n rin un kc masungit un magturo eh hehehe. my other sisters were not able to join us. sayang...puro pa sila may pasok eh.

that was over an hour of practice hay nakakapagod. i got my license long before un nga lang my parents wouldnt allow me to drive along the streets for safety na rin (of the car and me gahaha) anyway, after that we went swimming (kme lng ng sis ko) lakas ng trip LOL. kunsintidor din kc nanay ko, she patiently waited for us. ayun masaya naman dahil wala halos tao sa resort. gusto ko lng talaga mag exercise.

after a few hours umalis n rin kme, we stayed in a restaurant across the street to wait for our sundo. kc sinundo rin ung cousin ko sa canlubang (nag-mamarket kc cla for our training school, the primary reason why we went there). ayun masyado multitasking hehehe. pero masaya. at least i was able to spend time with my mom and sis. sana next time the whole family could go out. (everyone's too busy)

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