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LOOKING BACK

sinamahan ko ung friend ko sa hospital where my second internship was. hay sobrang dami na ng pinagbago. dati sobrang dami naming interns dun over 50 ceu pa lang un, wala pa ang trinity at lanting, pero now gosh 7. sa toxic ng ospital na un never ko na imagine na magging ganon sila kakonti. tinanggal na ng ceu tricol and lanting ang affiliation sa hosp (for reasons im not sure of) kaya ang nagdduty n lng eh mga taga world citi. very different system...nakakalungkot lang because quirino is a very good training ground, pero dahil nga konti na sila, they have to change the system. dati we do the warding 24/7 including NICU iba p un sa warding of results. we also do the opd extraction and release of results at xempre bleeding sa blood bank. etc etc iba pa ung lahat ng gawain sa bawat section, plus the logging and pagform ng results...OMG pati pa pala encoding para sa medical records....SOBRANG TOXIC! pero ngaun i was really shocked to know na the interns now only do the logging and giving of results. no more opd dun sa baba patients now go directly to the lab at no more warding na rin the clerks do the extraction na....and the blood bank...the toxic blood bank....goodness si mam marlyn n lng ang nandun doing everything....

nakakalungkot isipin. ang mga staff daw ngaun sila talaga lahat ang gumagawa. well maybe somehow lesson n rin on their part (coz there were incidents of power tripping and all naman talaga) ngaun sobrang maluwag na sila sa interns nila...haaayyyyy naalala ko pa dati we were even scolded for being noisy at pati pagttxt pinagbawal...

night duties 2 interns per night. compared dati na more than 10 kme. at partida makulangan lang kme ng isa sobrang hayyyyyy panic mode na yan kc daming trabaho.

anyway, ganon talaga. we roamed around the hospital at nakakatuwa naman na meron din talagang improvements. the facade ayun painted na talaga lahat, ung pedia ward nilipat na at mas malaki na....nakakatuwa. tapos may chapel na rin and other extensions were also opened.

ung rampa papuntang lab, that was empty then, pero ngaun may mga food stand na (BAKIT NGAYON LANG) haaayyyyy

seeing all of these, i realized it's been more than two years since the last time i was there. naalala ko pa ung last duty ko, asar talaga ako dun sa staff ko. ayaw ba naman ako ipag early out eh makeupper lng kaya ako hayop un. with the sarcastic face nang sabihin namen na papunta kme sa in house review for the boards...sabi ko dati, pagbalik ko dun humanda xa at rmt na ko hahaha.

dati we were counting the days when our stay would end. very excited pa kme dahil ayaw namen dun. toxic na marami pang asar na staff. pero after everything, talagang nakakamiss....maraming natutunan, maraming memories...at higit sa lahat kung hindi dahil dun di ko sana na meet at naka close ang mga friends ko from trinity and ceu na rin. kahit pa ang group f dati ay sinasabi nilang notorious at ayaw makaduty ng mga staff at napakapasaway talaga....the best pa rin ^_^ haha sinong makakalimot sa controversial microwave oven na sumabog at ung nahuli kameng nagluluto ng pancit canton sa bacte! ang nawawalang tubes ng csf. ang incident report ng dahil sa nawawalng cosmo magazine hahaha etc etc

i miss the night duties, i miss borgie pasaway na ayaw mag post sa iba kundi sa er at tanging sa er lamang. i miss majal, kathy and ayla. i miss my day duty with tinay, pj, lovely, brian and marshall i miss the huge logbook for the lunch out, the flag ceremony with all the doctors and nurses every monday, ang toxic na ob-er. ang pagccross-match habang nagbbleed, ang pangahas na pag-aarterial, ang pancit canton na may itlog, ang goto every 4 in the morning, ang kuwentuhan tuwing madaling araw, ang pagiging MORGERA, ang aming lrt ride, the go nuts breakfast till 12pm kahit from duty....OMG napakarami....

ang bilis talaga ng panahon. ang sinabi ko na dati eh hinding hindi ko na babalikan pa, well ngaun i realized that aside from the people, that hospital has a special place in my heart.

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