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pondering things

gee im back! well it was only 2 days that i was out of town...it was stressful good thing im back.

surprise surprise! he attempted to call me! was it an attempt?? or jaz checkin out if im still alive! that dork thinks im half-wit not to discover who the caller is duh??? im starting not to care anymore! though im thinking a bit what was it all about??? but whenever i start summing up everything that happened i know i've got enough reason just to stop and ignore everything.

it was a tiresome weekend. even so i had a great time spending it fully with my family. i thought the trip would give me time to ponder things and entertain bubbly thoughts but unluckily i was too drowsy during the entire trip...

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