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life is good

yesterday afternoon..i bought myself some stuff...just love to go out without any worries...i did enjoy..i jaz hope when my classes start i cud still afford to go out and enjoy myself but maybe less of what i am able to do now.

today was a great day for bebe and i. we had a nice time being together..playing fools etc...things are getting back to normal. we had a sumptuous lunch. simple but it really meant a lot. my heart pounded with joy spending some hours with him, enjoying ourselves... im really hoping things will do better. But time is a real threat to all these things that's why im making d most out of it.

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