sweet nothings

whew this day has been so toxic. thank God it ended well....sobrang im so sleep-starved. kumusta naman ang pharma diba na cram ko magdamag....pesteng report yan oh...hanggang sa school gumagawa p ko ng powerpoint ko...well buti n lng finally natapos na and ok naman.... at isa pa tong micro, hahaha i wasnt able to finish the handouts suicide talaga to. buti n lng (at di ko rin inaasan) na magiging ok ang exam ko...iba talaga ang powers ng walang tulog... sobrang drained n ko...buti n lng tama na di n ko nagdrive today pero shit naman sa bigat ung bag ko hayyyy.....its like im floating on my way home...sobrang antok n talaga ako. ok time to sleep. i have to get up early para naman sa surgery "prax" sobrang kakapagod talaga at miss ko na ang buhay na normal... *BIG YAWN*

i just stayed home all day...super inaabot ako ng katamaran. i really did miss this kind of life na pahila-hilata lang....oh well not quite....kc ang dami ko p ring iniisip at kailangang tapusin. kung kelan naman kc pa-end n school year tsaka naman tumatambak lahat ng gagawin grrrrrrr.....minsan natutulala n lng ako kc sobrang dito lang umiikot ang buhay ko....its either nasa school ako o nagcocomputer o naglalaboy..... not bad though kc nasisingit ko p naman ang lakwatsa...limited places to go to nga lang... ang haba ng drug interactions bakit ganun! wahhhh i really wish i could finish my paper on this para may ma-accomplish naman ako sa long weekend ko...coz tom maglalamyerda n naman ako (not really)....haist....nakakaadik p naman mag sally's salon wakekek...ciao much things to finish =)

masaya ako today at pagod at the same time. i was able to accomplish few things...though it took me one whole day...hay traffic plus hassles....ayun, masaya coz shopping mode n naman...pero oh no im so broke again ang drama ng lola mo....waaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh. when will i stop buying bags??? sobra na to kailangan ko n talagang palitan ang laman ng atm ko huhuhu im running out of storage n rin waaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i gotta sleep

i talked to him in an attempt so simply end up everything. i just fee that things are already worthless. i am hanging without any assurance that things will end up well for both of us. its a bit annoying that he wanted to keep me for his own benefit....how i hate those lines saying we help each other....help??? in some ways probably, but i am certain i can live my life without that "help". i wanna detach because i wanted something realistic. up to when will i wait...i just dont know....he's testing my patience....but for now ill stay...

yah made this one coz i dont want those cross postings anymore...and i dunno how to disable it...anyway anything written here are not permitted to be copied or reposted elsewhere without my consent...thanks for the hit!

its been another year....2007 became a very good year to me....ang daming blessings na dumating...and siempre dami ring mga not so good experiences. some of the highlights of this year: 1. naitawid ko ang 1st year and finally made it to second year med proper (whew) 2. new friendships! founded rashberries some time in june sa kahabaan ng bambang habang bumibili ng littman stet...yes dahil sa paghahanap ng kulay na rasphberry sa bawat tindahan ng stethoscope and ending up na ubos na (coz lahat ng mga med students ata na kikay ay pinakyaw ito) we spoiled its name dahil nagkakarashes na kme sa kakahanap bwahaha...thereafter "RASHBERRIES" was coined.....===> samahan ng mga discreet na okrayera at kritiko sa kolehiyo ng medisina sa intramuros 3. MOVING ON....buong taon akong SINGLE! buwahaha and yes i enjoyed it big time....im glad na somehow nalampasan ko ang issues ng makulay, makasaysayan, at ma-anomalya kong LURVE LIFE (WAGI ANG LOLA NIO) 4. new friends pa ulet.....una...

amf, di ko talaga akalaing magiging kontrobersyal ang kapaskuhan ko! boylets go away! kayo ang gumugulo sa buhay ko! bwahahaha ngarag na ngarag na nga ako sa sobrang daming party at talagang im so broke sa mga panahong to, dagdag pa sa eksena ang mga lalakeng ito! ano ber ano ber ano ber! tama na pagiging mga ekchosero nio, enough na ang mga kemerkemerlu! kasi memorize ko na yan pramis. ang akin lang naman, kung sasaktan lang ako chupi at sumakay n lng sa chubibo, kayong dalawa magbilugan ng ulo....stressed na ko i swear. nananahimik ako dito tapos lapit lapit para lang bulabugin ang diyosang natutulog sa mt. olympus! you've done enough pain....tama na yun. hindi ako nababagay sa mga tagalupang kagaya nio. grrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!! panira talaga ng pasko oh!

dami kong gusto ikuwento eh last week pa kaso la ako enough time to blog it out. hay and im not feeling well nilalagnat ako kanina kaya tulog lang ako maghapon. cant wait for vacation...la p kong nagagawa nakakainis para akong nakatira ng isang boteng sleeping pills

this has been a long day. though it wasnt really that toxic, i just feel a bit sluggish. im not really much into that feeling of "christmas is in the air" but more of a "i just want to sleep all day" pretty lazy huh. this afternoon, me and my friend shopped for christmas give aways. that was tiresome....

friday night, that was almost midnight bigla na lang akong nagccrave kumain ng chicken salad. hahaha i went down to the kitchen naghalughog ng ref hahaha. i saw an opened pack of elbow macaroni (siguro may 1/4 kilo pa na natira) may mayo sa ref, chicken, cheese at apples...ang lungkot marami pang kulang alang carrots ala ring pineapples at ung mayo mukhang bitin. hay ang daming kulang.... pero dahil nga sa matinding pagnanasa ko na kumain ng chicken salad/macaroni salad eh pinatulan ko na kung anong meron hahaha nagluto ako ng hatinggabi. after 1 hour voila tapos na ang kulang kulang kong salad at natural pagkakain ko zzzzz tulog. at hindi pa dito natatapos ang drama ng salad. kinabukasan breakfast ko pa un, pag-uwi ko kinain ko pa ulet...hanggang gabi, breakfast ko ng sunday at finally meryenda ko pa ulet ng sunday...NAKAKAHIYA PERO GANON AKO KATAKAW....lahat yon ako lang ang kumain.... at pinaplano ko pa ulit gumawa bukas hahahaha BAKIT NGA BA ANO ANG MERON SA SALAD?! WAHHHHHHH an...

i missed my bed and i missed peanut a lot. hay friday i went out with my mom and sis ayun gabi n ko nakauwi. kumusta naman i haven't read a thing for patho exam d next day. wahhhh cram cram cram...as expected di ko naman talaga matatapos un trans na trans p lang ang haba na...wahhhh pabaya talaga BAD buti n lng nakapasa pa pero di dapat ganun huhuhu anyway yesterday aga ako nakauwi kaya i was able to play wid peanut pa. wawa naman kc xa masyado ako busy lately. d other day naman matamlay siya after receiving his vaccine. eto na si peanut at 4 mos im really glad nagkalaman laman na siya hihi it was a long week. nu p kaya next week....at ang sarap pa talaga matulog ^__^

i just cant stop huhuhu 3 bags in a week...wah sobrang gastador ko....but bags really make me feel good after having a long day. and 2 pending bags that im gonna pay for next week....kahit pa i end up being so broke hehe... great nine west bags at ebay natutuwa ako and on my way home nadaan ako sa isang ukay ukay found another shu uemura bag...hahaha--MASAYANG PULUBI lolz

for a newbie pet owner like me, di talaga madali hehehe ayan ang tigas kasi ng ulo ko. ^__^ mini pins are known maingay talaga. nawala sa isip ko nung binili ko siya hehehe. makulit sobrang kulit kulit para nga siyang kangaroo kung tumalon eh. minsan naghihinala n nga ako kung isa b siyang minipin x kangaroo. pero the behavior of the pet will always depend naman upon the owner diba. undeniably daming difficulties. una sa lahat un ngang sandali lang siya maiwan sobrang nag-iingay talaga. tapos the other night naman ayaw n niya matulog sa basket gusto niya katabi sa kama. hay tuloy gusto n nila siya ibenta wahhhh.....kawawang peanut ko. ayaw ko nga. hehe matututo rin siya. in time. gusto ko siya tumaba. kawawa kasing laki n nga lang ng c2 payatot pa. hehehe mukhang masyadong konti ang bigay kong food. pero nag-mimilk naman n siya plus vitamins. kasi no matter how kulit and ingay my pup is, at the end of the day, i just cant resist those puppy eyes hay. nakakaawa siya talaga. he...

nakita ko to sa ebay. waahhhhhhhh wahhhhhhhh isa pang waaahhhhh nakakakilig hihihi. leche, purita p naman ako ngaun. huhuhu *sad*

yesterday i haven't even felt that it was a "real day". dami ko kc ginawa, sideline muna hehehe. ive been doing results from past 2pm til almost 10 pm last night. hang dami hehehe. pero blessing n rin un kaya ok lang. anyway nabuwisit ako. ay nako be it joke o hindi. pero malakas ang feeling ko eh ANG LAKAS bwahahaha. taena nun potah talaga! nuknukan eh. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr ah basta. leche. dilang matamis, bobo lang ang maniniwala. di talaga marunong makuntento punyeta. bakit b kc palagi akong apektado. simulat simula wala namang binigay kundi konsumisyon. HARU JOSKO TALAGA. eh isa lang naman siyang dambuhalang DRAWING...MURAL DUDE MURAL!!!!!! di mo alam kung anong gusto. puro pa-effect. walang pakialam sa nararamdman ng ibang tao. SELFISH. just the other night pakeme keme chorvalu pa. ay nako chronic talaga ung gagong un. hehehe whining lang. sarap!

hehehe finally i got na my puppy. he is a 3 mo old micro mini pin. mahabang debate ang kanyang pangalan. choices were: leigie (uyyy bakit kaya hehehe) chaga, tsutsugamushi, sartorius (HARU JOSKO PAKANA NI BORGIE YAN) may charcot at hodgkin....etc etc...ok so naging peanut hodgkin n nga. hay so dahil nga ayaw xa ng mama at papa ko well as always napakatigas ng ulo ko. isang araw...(dahil nga na sold out ang first choice kong pup) naicp ko pumunta sa petshop. at ayun binili ko n siya. kawawang puppy, they were all expecting kc n im going to get something fury only to end up with a tiny one...mukha daw kambing. huwattt...oh well pero di naman ako nagsisi na siya ang pinili ko. una sa lahat, low maintenance kc nga short coat lang and very handy din. madali lng tingnan OMG pero ang first night niya dito was really stressful for us both. baby p kc xa talaga, naninibago pa. at natatakot siya mag isa. just when i thought he's fine sleeping inside his cage, ay nako silip siya ng silip sa...

ok badtrip talaga. i was about to buy a shih-tzu. just this morning we inquired via text. i prepared the money. it took me a lot to finance my doggie, talagang sacrifice ito coz di talaga boto ang parents ko for me to have a dog...so ayun just this evening i called the kennel para lang malamang...UBOS NA huwatttt ubos na sila waaaaahhhhhhhhhh nakakainis tlaga...yan tuloy wait wait ulet til i find another good deal...pero iniisip ko rin kung ill purchase the chug ive spotted...hehe chi na pug ang cute. haayyyyy isa talagang kahibangan ito i know pero ive been thinking of this for over a month already. at talagang inaral ko pa all concerns regarding puppies, binabasa ko all the threads para lang matuto. kakalungkot.... di bale ill have one soon...ipipiring ko muna ang mata ko dahil baka ma-shopping ko na naman itong money huhuhu

being a big make-up fan, organizing my kikay kit has always been a task...papalit palit kc ako. most of the time i bring big clutch bags to fit in my "koloretes". ang arte talaga hahaha. tuloy i end up also bringing big bags where these clutches would fit in----bag within a bag. pero na-realize ko even when i go to school, ang laki ng dala ko pero majority lng dito pampaarte. ewan ko b naman toxic talaga ako, its like im gonna die if i wouldnt bring my talc in a tall canister and my body splash plus my kikay kit. so ano nga ba ang laman ng mahiwagang kikay kit na ito...the thing why its getting heavy is that i bring things in doubles...2 shades for each hahaha siguro dala na rin ng pagiging fickle-minded ko. pero dahil s katoxican hindi ko rin naman actually nagagamit talaga. kaya nga lately talagang pinapractice ko ang NO TO BIG BAG PROJECT lol. i started unloading the doubles at gawin n lng tig-isa...i even settled for a flip phone at iwanan n muna sa bahay ang bulky pda...

hay ang hirap ng tinitipon hehehe. parang hindi ako normal basta mababa ang energy level ko kahapon pa to eh, di tuloy ako makapag concert JOKE. wala akong kuwento basta tulog lng ako at tulala ACHOO

yesterday we had much fun visiting the zoobic safari and ocean adventure. me and my friends both from ceu and plm went there. nakakatuwa nga kc kahit pa it is the first time they were introduced to each other click pa rin talaga. lahat go sad nga lang that some of our invited friends weren't able to make it. pero sulit talaga, kahit na maghapon lang un. nakakatawa nga kc super ingay talaga namen lalo na during the close encounter with the tigers. that was really memorable. hay basta simula pagpasok p lang sa safari til we exit ocean adventure it was purely FUN. masayang experience talaga. even our way back home, haha patibayan p rin sa kuwentuhan. xempre sino pa ba naman ang mga matibay na daldalera kundi me and esther. oh well nagising silang lahat kaya ayun laitan and chismisan session til we get back to manila we had dinner before everyone goes home. hay ayaw p rin talaga paawat hahaha. that's the joy of having makukulit at madaldal na friends lyk them. it was a long da...