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whew this day has been so toxic. thank God it ended well....sobrang im so sleep-starved. kumusta naman ang pharma diba na cram ko magdamag....pesteng report yan oh...hanggang sa school gumagawa p ko ng powerpoint ko...well buti n lng finally natapos na and ok naman....

at isa pa tong micro, hahaha i wasnt able to finish the handouts suicide talaga to. buti n lng (at di ko rin inaasan) na magiging ok ang exam ko...iba talaga ang powers ng walang tulog...

sobrang drained n ko...buti n lng tama na di n ko nagdrive today pero shit naman sa bigat ung bag ko hayyyy.....its like im floating on my way home...sobrang antok n talaga ako.

ok time to sleep. i have to get up early para naman sa surgery "prax" sobrang kakapagod talaga at miss ko na ang buhay na normal...

*BIG YAWN*

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