it's been a while really since my last post. ive been too lazy since i started with my residency training. apart from the fact that i almost live in the hospital premises 24/7, i just felt there's nothing much to share except for the roller coaster ride of emotions i have been through these past months.
latest about me, getting ready for another local trip this month with friends and boyfie. it's part of our 4th year anniversary celebration. will update this blog soon and will try my VERY BEST to post more often.
im still guilty of being mad. i dont know. pero cguro nga dahil may sumthing p ko sa mokong na un. nagagalit ako. at the same time naiisip ko p rin ung lahat ng nangyari. marami p ring tanong sa isip ko kung bakit nangyari lahat ng to. at ngaun kahit mahigit isang taon na parang pakiramdam ko kelan lng un. pero ang laki n ng pinagbago ng lahat...lalo na siya. lalo na sila...naiinis akong isipin na ako nagkakaganito pero siya ano balewala lahat. worse, mukhang masaya na siya. nakakagalit na ako hindi p rin totally ok....ano ba diba. hanggang kelan ko mararamdaman to. pero sa kabila nun palagi ko p rin siyang naiisip. isang malaking kahibangan. galit ako. nasasaktan ako.
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