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10-24-09

yesterday was our 2nd month together :) ang saya, im getting to know him better...at wala akong pagsisisi sa lahat lahat... having him in my life is the best decision i have made.

instead of the typical celebration, kakaiba ang nangyari kahapon, another phase of our journey... we were both from our duty, but sa kanya was his last duty as an om resident...i feel sad, mamimiss ko ung mga pagsilip silip namin sa isat isa while in the hospital, our meals together, ung paggising ko sa knya ng madaling araw at kunwari manghihiram ng dugo hehehe. good thing, he settled in a nearby place, magkikita pa rin naman kme palagi...yesterday, inayos namin ung place nya, bought things for the room...the first time i saw him grumpy, ang hon mainipin at mejo mainitin din pala ang ulo, very agile dahil allergic sa shopping...hehehehe typical guy. i love watching him do the guy's chore, ung mga pagmamartilyo at pawis pawis tapos magsusungit...hehehe tapos magugutom at masungit ulit... hehe inis na inis sya while i was laughing at him, kasi naman agit. pero sa totoo nacucute-an lng talaga ako. :) weve spent the entire day and night together... masaya ako.

i love him so much... ang dami ng nangyari since day 1, another phase na naman, he's reviewing for his diplomate exam...pero alam ko naman kayang kaya ni hon yan :)) all my support to his endeavors...kaya kahit wala akong tulog, go go lang.

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