Skip to main content

weekend

there's only one thing i promised myself to spend this weekend with. i.e. NOT TO DO ANYTHING! (academic) lol i planned to go out magliwaliw, shopping, maglasing, manlalake hahaha but again futile attempts, na-realize ko pagod ako at gusto ko lng dito sa bahay. (plus di kme natuloy ni vego awwwww *bru sad*) yesterday, umiral n naman ang pagka-oc ko, i saw d bundle of transcriptions at dalawang bagay ang pumasok sa isip ko a. sunugin ang mga ito b. iligpit sila....natural niligpit ko kasi baka pagsisihan ko pag sinunog ko sila hahaha, narealize ko maghapon ako nagligpit ng nagligpit (ano ba adik b ako, talaga bang kasama sa frustrations ko maging isang maid hahaha)

oh well, naisip isip ko lang, ano kaya kung sa mga panahong ito hindi ako nagmemed, ano nga kaya ang pinagagawa ko sa buhay???

a. chief medtech (sosyal dapat chief!)

b. call center agent

c. singer-->(maging career daw oh)

d. graphics designer

e. make-up artist

f. asawa ng nurse????(wag n tanungin kung bakit)

g. taong grasa (pink ang grasa)

h. wala sa nabanggit

-->haist bakit nga ganon, ano un parang ayaw ko n magmed??? (utot mo leiza, too late!) hahaha kasi naman....minsan naiisip ko, i dont need this-->but i want this ^_^ LUHO in short, LUHO for a good cause =)

-->pero bukas normal n ulit ako

Comments

Popular posts from this blog

Tired

This entire application process is really tedious. I thought that being called for preres is good enough. Well of course it's just the beginning. Im just exagerrating when i say tired. Actually this observation period is way benign than u could imagine. Post-boards syndrome. Someone i know quitted after one duty (observership). Maybe i feel the same thing. I want a longer break. I want my free time, no responsibilities, no schedule to follow. Maybe i just enjoyed the relief of finishing the entire trail to becoming a doctor that i wanna enjoy it longer. Haist im still praying. Im so lucky actually that some would want to be in my position. But then sometimes following your heart could lead to better results. im still confused.

unexpected

me and jp went out this evening. really had much fun spending few hours with him. yeah only few *sob* i asked for signs, but it seems that it all leads me to the exact opposite of how i was expecting things to happen. for whatever reason, it still puzzles me, why in all people in the www its him i will meet. and i really do not know where this would lead. all i know is that as of this moment, i am already in the stage of attachment towards him. the only wish i have is for this to flourish. or if not up to the next level, at least to keep him. just have him around. i dont wanna rush on things ryt now. but all i know is that i am moving on to another phase of my life. i am now ready to let go of my past and be with someone else....

bad

im really having a hard tym now...goodness my wisdom tooth was extracted awwwww i had to to through a surgery. it was really hard getting into that procedure. anyway jaz thankful it was through and now im im roughly healing. the past days were good. oh i miss bebe so much. its been a while since i last saw him.