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weekend

there's only one thing i promised myself to spend this weekend with. i.e. NOT TO DO ANYTHING! (academic) lol i planned to go out magliwaliw, shopping, maglasing, manlalake hahaha but again futile attempts, na-realize ko pagod ako at gusto ko lng dito sa bahay. (plus di kme natuloy ni vego awwwww *bru sad*) yesterday, umiral n naman ang pagka-oc ko, i saw d bundle of transcriptions at dalawang bagay ang pumasok sa isip ko a. sunugin ang mga ito b. iligpit sila....natural niligpit ko kasi baka pagsisihan ko pag sinunog ko sila hahaha, narealize ko maghapon ako nagligpit ng nagligpit (ano ba adik b ako, talaga bang kasama sa frustrations ko maging isang maid hahaha)

oh well, naisip isip ko lang, ano kaya kung sa mga panahong ito hindi ako nagmemed, ano nga kaya ang pinagagawa ko sa buhay???

a. chief medtech (sosyal dapat chief!)

b. call center agent

c. singer-->(maging career daw oh)

d. graphics designer

e. make-up artist

f. asawa ng nurse????(wag n tanungin kung bakit)

g. taong grasa (pink ang grasa)

h. wala sa nabanggit

-->haist bakit nga ganon, ano un parang ayaw ko n magmed??? (utot mo leiza, too late!) hahaha kasi naman....minsan naiisip ko, i dont need this-->but i want this ^_^ LUHO in short, LUHO for a good cause =)

-->pero bukas normal n ulit ako

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