sweet nothings

its 12 am. gah! i was home as early as 1:00 this afternoon. and how did i spend the rest of the day??!!! play play play hahaha ive finished burger shop in a matter of two days (the story mode only) LOL like any of the addictive yahoo games. yah i know corny games but anyway did enjoy it big time (obviously). after goodbye bade to the aliens @@!**@@ haha dreamland called me once again...yes im so good at these sedentary, waste of time activities. i was not able to recover from the long weekend and made an extension haha... i started my psych paper this evening (which btw i should have started during the weekend, but apparently i did not start a thing-->enjoy mode) and guess what i did not finish. argh, though im done with all the readings, i just cant organize my thoughts clearly yet, ill save them for tomorrow (dadadada im starting to feel guilty) im actually trying to browse on these fcm trans to lessen the cramming tom morning...but on my way to the third page again.....dreamland ...

there's only one thing i promised myself to spend this weekend with. i.e. NOT TO DO ANYTHING! (academic) lol i planned to go out magliwaliw, shopping, maglasing, manlalake hahaha but again futile attempts, na-realize ko pagod ako at gusto ko lng dito sa bahay. (plus di kme natuloy ni vego awwwww *bru sad*) yesterday, umiral n naman ang pagka-oc ko, i saw d bundle of transcriptions at dalawang bagay ang pumasok sa isip ko a. sunugin ang mga ito b. iligpit sila....natural niligpit ko kasi baka pagsisihan ko pag sinunog ko sila hahaha, narealize ko maghapon ako nagligpit ng nagligpit (ano ba adik b ako, talaga bang kasama sa frustrations ko maging isang maid hahaha) oh well, naisip isip ko lang, ano kaya kung sa mga panahong ito hindi ako nagmemed, ano nga kaya ang pinagagawa ko sa buhay??? a. chief medtech (sosyal dapat chief!) b. call center agent c. singer-->(maging career daw oh) d. graphics designer e. make-up artist f. asawa ng nurse????(wag n tanungin kung bakit) ...

whew finally natapos din ang suicide exams huhuhu , kasumpa-sumpang sked.im glad coz tapos na, pero frustrating hahaha. next week is a real doom kc time to reveal na oh no no no no exam results! ayun time to SLEEEPPPPPPPP inaantok na ang diyosa LOL