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linggo ay pahinga

hay, ive been busy the past weeks, tapos naisip isip ko this is not the real flow of things...hay nawili nga ata ako kakawork hehehe at parang nakakalimutan ko na may obligasyon pa kong school na dapat tapusin.

well though nakakapagod super masaya naman kasi ako sa ginagawa ko, aside of course na responsibility ko rin talaga na pag-aralan how to run our family business...

i just realized lately how much ive changed. well dati kasi its like im having a hard time accepting the fact that i MUST know the things i should know (client stuff and all) pero lately nung nakikita ko na hindi joke lang ang ginagawa ng parents ko esp my mom, ayun napag-isip ko rin ang mga bagay bagay, and i thought i should strive harder para rin makita ng mga kapatid ko how things run para din ma-motivate sila na pag-aralan ang mga bagay bagay, esp they've graduated na rin i think they should start to learn what brought them to school diba.

mahirap pala ang tumatanda (23 23 23 ZOMG) LOL hahahaha. well seriously dumadami ang responsibilidad habang nagtatagal. (partida wala pa kong junakis niyan ha). kasi naman kapag may pasok, its like im being stucked sa buhay ng isang estudyante, na pahingi hingi lang ng allowance at walang ginawa kundi school bahay school bahay slash shopping haha. na realize ko, isa lang ung avenue sa buhay ko, i have more important things to think of. tuloy napapaisip ako how will i be able to merge everything pagdating ng araw.

hmmmm pathology pops out....parang feeling ko its the right choice of specialty tutal were running on a lab, kaso lang hindi ko kasi talaga gusto yun eh kasi naman kasi naman. hmm di bale matagal tagal pa isip isip ulet.

oh well masarap na sunday hehehe tulog ulet tapos tulog ulet another busy week 2m.

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