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i have lots of things in mind now. ang dami kong gusto gawin...but then again little time. and i have so many things to prioritize...more than satisfying my pagka-oc...

no matter how busy i am i always see to it that my things are in order. but then, nakukulangan ako eh. while cleaning up my room this morning, i realized whew lots of mess (and sadly the maid wouldnt realize) ang dami kong gusto gawin. daming stuff that i want to eliminate na...i really wish i could have those big boxes where i could wrap up everything. problem with me, i keep on buying things, and i dont use them all. i want to change this kind of attitude, coz its such a waste.

talagang im looking forward to having a break...yung out muna ung school stuff and all i can think of are things for myself...mejo busy lng talaga nowadays. little time to squeeze in everything.

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